ThePinkMonkeyGirl

2005-07-19T21:57:00.000+08:00

kainis. grabe. parang di siya masaya. oh sh!t.

MY APO IS BACK!

wee. gawd. i missed him so much. mayabang pa rin as usual. di naman nagbabago yun ehh! ^__^

hay, di man lang nila ako hinintay kanina. edi sana, nagpapakasaya na ako sa Laguna ngayon. tapos di ako papasok bukas. kaso umalis na sila. amf. si daddy naman, ayaw ako pasamahin. may pasok daw ako bukas. grabe siya, K.J. ever.

2005-07-09T08:25:00.000+08:00

GOODNESS! i miss him so much! *cries*

haha. i knew it! my connection sila kaya he keeps on asking me about my lovelife. damn it. well, at least i'm honest. ;p "nakakarating sa akin ang lahat.." gawd. SHAME!!

2005-07-02T15:53:00.000+08:00

di ko na alam kung paano ako lulugar sa buhay mo...
langhya naman.

"that's not you!" -sarah. well, believe it or not..

2005-06-26T21:11:00.000+08:00

MY REVELATION (FOR HIM)

(sorry b!tches, i have to do this in Spanish. don't get me wrong. that "him" is no Spanish. he's Pinoy.)

mi querido, mi amor, siento. usted sabe que hemos tratado de calcular
cosas. y si, de alguna manera, esto hizo. dejamos dtrong aunque el
mundo estuviera contra nosotros. he hecho cosas estupidas debido a mi
amor por usted. hace cuatro meses, hacia fuera los corazones se

rompieron. esto me tomo un mes para pensar y reconciliar. me concentre

en mis estudios primero. despues de un mes, lo intentamos otra vez. me

senti feliz. usted dijo que usted siente el mismo camino tambien. hasta

que aquella cosa pasara. estuve preocupado. "el me abandono?" me

pregunte. solo la prueba puede contestar esto. semanas pasadas sin

signo de usted. perdi la esperanza y me senti dado por supuesto. aunque

yo no quiera a, me separe a nuestra cuerda. de alguna manera aprendi a

vivir la vida sin usted como una parte de ello. alguien solicito sobre

mi pero de todos modos, usted permanecio en mi corazon. entonces un

dia, usted volvio. usted dijo que usted me echa de menos y me senti

mal. me hice loco entonces usted dijo lamentable. este me hizo le hizo

un. una pregunta que era la implantacion de microfonos ocultos mi. una

pregunta que nos hizo cambiar caminos. una pregunta que le ofendio. y

en un chasquido de un dedo, es terminado.
usted ve, no es que yo no confie en usted, soy solamente debil. trate

de ser un optimista pero la cosa negativa no me dejara. por eso soy

realmente, realmente lamentable.
mi querido, Le echo de menos aunque yo todavia le ame, tengo que

comenzar a vivir la vida por mi propio. lamentable si no tengo dan lo

mejor para usted. usted sabe que intente. pero adivino que no

significan realmente la cosa para nosotros. gracias por ser paciente,

agradezcale por ser fuertes y gracias por estar alli para mi aunque

tuvieramos un tiempo duro que trata el uno con el otro. soy afortunado

que nos hemos encontrado. un dia, veremos el uno al otro otra vez. y

si, usted sera siempre especial a mi. a partir de este dia, yo tengo

que comenzar otra vez y circular. =)

good for you if you can understand Spanish. you can use the online translator but it will sure mess everything.

2005-06-19T17:08:00.000+08:00

i don't slash my wrist. oh please, i am not desperate to do that. i love my life though it's so cruel. the wounds? nah, don't mind them.

2005-06-16T09:55:00.000+08:00

Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

lurve it!=)

2005-06-12T17:21:00.000+08:00

my computer crashed.
what a very unlucky girl. i'm in my mom's office right now.

walang hiyang LOVE yan. iniistorbo ako. ginugulo ako. kinukulit ako. sheesh.

* PPAU IS WRITING A SONG ABOUT HIM. hihi.

2005-06-04T20:40:00.000+08:00

THE RULES:

* write the things you want to say to or think about 15 different people.

* you may not tell who you're telling these things to.

* if someone asks you if an entry is about them you may not tell them.

1. no. sorry. i can't. my parents are strict.

2. i miss you. :'(

3. para saan ang flowers?

4. suplado ka na! ungas!

5. shopping tayo. kung di ka umalis, libre sana kita. wahaha.

6. BITCH! barahan uli??!

7. friends?? hihi.

8. wag ka na magsecret. alam ko na ehh. :D

9. tuparin mo yung sinabi mo ahh? aba, may i love you pang kasama. miss mo ko noh? hihi.

10. you remind me of... *tooooot*

11. congratulations! keep it up. *hugs*

12. ang talino mo! idol!!

13. nice knowing you. sana mas magkakilala pa tayo. =)

14. kahit anung gawin mo, di mo siya makakalimutan.

15. haha. ang funny mo din. nye.

I'm not your every day, around the way
Don't go car-hoppin', chillin' on the block
On a cell phone frontin',
Never that, cuz I'm not that kinda girl
I need to know how you roll
And how you get down low
Drop my money in the bank
Take me home and meet your mama
Can you handle that?
Cuz I'm that kinda girl
I'm that kinda girl

Boy you aint impressin' me
With your jewelry, your designer clothes
Or the games that you try to play
Think you need to know, I got my own
Dont need you for your dough
Hearin' me, maybe then we can flow, let me know
Make me smile, maybe we can chill
Keep it real, show me something I can feel
Cause I'm not your average ordinary type
Could you be that kinda guy I like?

that's for you... and you. =)

2005-06-02T13:57:00.000+08:00

i am ~~EMO~~

i am ~~GOTH~~

i am ~~PUNK~~

i am a ~~ROCKER~~

i am ~~HIPHOP~~

uggh. please remove those labels and just be yourself. it's making me sick.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

WHEN THE SALES STAFF IS REALLY DUMB

by slice or by whole?

"can i have a slice of this cake?"

"no, ma'am."

"why?"

"kasi hindi pa po sliced, ma'am."

"can you slice it?"

"no ma'am."

"ookaay, what if i buy six slices?" (take note: six slices equals the whole cake.)

"hindi po pwede, ma'am."

"eight slices?"

"no, ma'am."

"bakit?"

"kasi bawal po i-slice, ma'am."

OMGWTF??! lol. :D

2005-05-31T15:49:00.000+08:00

onga pala, KISH! thank you! thank you! ikaw talaga, nag-abala ka pa. hehe. how nice naman. =]

sayang, di ko mapapakita sa inyo yung iba naming "artworks" kuno ni Marty. huhu. kakalungkot. sabi nga ni Marty, "That's life..." (T^T)

MGA ARTWORKS NAMIN

(hanggang title na lang yung dalawa):
1. Before: Cinderella

2. After: Cinderella

3. When Satan Meets Spongebob

4. Children Beware

parang gawa daw ba ng professional? hehe.

2005-05-30T20:40:00.000+08:00

i'm chattin with Marty right now. we're both BORED and gettin senseless.

ito ang mga walang kwentang naisip ni Marty...

BORED? try Notpron

haha. someday, tutulungan namin ni Marty si David M. para dyan.

HORNY? try Yahoo Webcam

Marty's horny! Marty's horny!

TIRED? go to sleep

o-k. *rolls eyes*

LONELY? try porn

i don't want to try it. sorry. hehe.

SAFETY first? TRUST first

true. lol.

ALONE? masturbate

no thanks!

ITCHY? scratch it

scratch what?

STICKY? lick it

err, i don't get this one. :-/

MUSIC? Incubus

Incubus rawwks!

MAKING LOVE? try Kamasutra

Marty already explained to me what Kamasutra is. yakk!

BORED at ORDINARY MAGAZINE? try Playboy (recommended by 9/10 dads)

anu ba yan!

SEEKING for MAN who are SENSITIVE? try gaybar

i'm gettin sleepy, Marty...

2005-05-28T23:37:00.000+08:00

new stuffs! we went to Greenhills. rawwr. i bought a Spongebob shirt, a charm bracelet (of course) and a pair of pink and black flipflops. Tita Lorna gave me a cool top from Aeropostale. it's pink and black too. so cute.

what do you think? :]

and oww, open line na yng Motorola cellphone ko. yey! P900 ang pa-open line sa Greenhills pero tinawaran ni mommy kaya P700 na lang. how i wish marunong din akong tumawad. hee.

2005-05-27T16:53:00.000+08:00

new blog! teehee. what do you think guyz? nka-link na dito yung mga nka-subscribe sa Xanga ko dati.

im back from my Aklan vacation. it was so cool (especially Bora) at the same time boring. haha.

some of my MY COUSINS:

Aldrea Nicole

Jonlextom and I

Riana

mommy and Ulyx

Alxyn (wasted)

Allia

almost all of 'em live in the province. walang pics sila Riscia, John Andrei, Lorence Render and Alyx. hee. =]