ThePinkMonkeyGirl

Tuesday, July 19, 2005
9:57 PM

kainis. grabe. parang di siya masaya. oh sh!t.

MY APO IS BACK!

wee. gawd. i missed him so much. mayabang pa rin as usual. di naman nagbabago yun ehh! ^__^

hay, di man lang nila ako hinintay kanina. edi sana, nagpapakasaya na ako sa Laguna ngayon. tapos di ako papasok bukas. kaso umalis na sila. amf. si daddy naman, ayaw ako pasamahin. may pasok daw ako bukas. grabe siya, K.J. ever.

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Saturday, July 09, 2005
8:25 AM

GOODNESS! i miss him so much! *cries*

haha. i knew it! my connection sila kaya he keeps on asking me about my lovelife. damn it. well, at least i'm honest. ;p "nakakarating sa akin ang lahat.." gawd. SHAME!!

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Saturday, July 02, 2005
3:53 PM

di ko na alam kung paano ako lulugar sa buhay mo...
langhya naman.

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"that's not you!" -sarah. well, believe it or not..

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Sunday, June 26, 2005
9:11 PM

MY REVELATION (FOR HIM)

(sorry b!tches, i have to do this in Spanish. don't get me wrong. that "him" is no Spanish. he's Pinoy.)

mi querido, mi amor, siento. usted sabe que hemos tratado de calcular
cosas. y si, de alguna manera, esto hizo. dejamos dtrong aunque el
mundo estuviera contra nosotros. he hecho cosas estupidas debido a mi
amor por usted. hace cuatro meses, hacia fuera los corazones se

rompieron. esto me tomo un mes para pensar y reconciliar. me concentre

en mis estudios primero. despues de un mes, lo intentamos otra vez. me

senti feliz. usted dijo que usted siente el mismo camino tambien. hasta

que aquella cosa pasara. estuve preocupado. "el me abandono?" me

pregunte. solo la prueba puede contestar esto. semanas pasadas sin

signo de usted. perdi la esperanza y me senti dado por supuesto. aunque

yo no quiera a, me separe a nuestra cuerda. de alguna manera aprendi a

vivir la vida sin usted como una parte de ello. alguien solicito sobre

mi pero de todos modos, usted permanecio en mi corazon. entonces un

dia, usted volvio. usted dijo que usted me echa de menos y me senti

mal. me hice loco entonces usted dijo lamentable. este me hizo le hizo

un. una pregunta que era la implantacion de microfonos ocultos mi. una

pregunta que nos hizo cambiar caminos. una pregunta que le ofendio. y

en un chasquido de un dedo, es terminado.
usted ve, no es que yo no confie en usted, soy solamente debil. trate

de ser un optimista pero la cosa negativa no me dejara. por eso soy

realmente, realmente lamentable.
mi querido, Le echo de menos aunque yo todavia le ame, tengo que

comenzar a vivir la vida por mi propio. lamentable si no tengo dan lo

mejor para usted. usted sabe que intente. pero adivino que no

significan realmente la cosa para nosotros. gracias por ser paciente,

agradezcale por ser fuertes y gracias por estar alli para mi aunque

tuvieramos un tiempo duro que trata el uno con el otro. soy afortunado

que nos hemos encontrado. un dia, veremos el uno al otro otra vez. y

si, usted sera siempre especial a mi. a partir de este dia, yo tengo

que comenzar otra vez y circular. =)

good for you if you can understand Spanish. you can use the online translator but it will sure mess everything.

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Sunday, June 19, 2005
5:08 PM

i don't slash my wrist. oh please, i am not desperate to do that. i love my life though it's so cruel. the wounds? nah, don't mind them.

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Thursday, June 16, 2005
9:55 AM

Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

lurve it!=)

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Sunday, June 12, 2005
5:21 PM

my computer crashed.
what a very unlucky girl. i'm in my mom's office right now.

walang hiyang LOVE yan. iniistorbo ako. ginugulo ako. kinukulit ako. sheesh.

* PPAU IS WRITING A SONG ABOUT HIM. hihi.

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